Had enough of this! I dislike what I’ve become. It’s really hard for me to fight this. I have weak will power I lose so much motivation and determination. I dislike how fat I am. I dislike that I eat. I dislike how my jogging is not enough. I dislike how I don’t do more than I can. I dislike how I don’t have money spare for gym. I dislike how I am intimidated by people in the gym.

I used to love being active and exercise and now I just lost the effort. This makes me really sad. I want to look good and feel healthy so badly. I need help. I need strength and determination. I,m trying so hard but I feel nothing is working :(

It’s hard for me to truly open up to some people. It’s hard for me to fully trust someone too.