so it’s been awhile since I blogged anything, but it’s because I’ve been dealing with a lot of things lately.
University and work definitely keeps me busy and I enjoy the time I spend working on film projects and making coffees for people. But there are many moments during the day, mostly at night, where I just overthink and have a lot of doubts. A lot of people including my parents have told me to just stop overthinking, stop stressing out, you’ll be fine just do something else etc… well I’ve tried but I end up in the same depressed overthinking mood with lots of doubts and just insecurities…
I have always been in this pattern since I was 15… I am aware but I don’t really know how I can help myself. I guess I’m sharing this because I’m okay to blog about it but it’s also to let anyone know that I am not %100